Power and gender dynamics and societal norms and the intersection of feminism and sexuality and game and sluts and hos and players and pimps and assholes and rules and insecurities and body issues and confidence and masculinity and orgasms and equality and reciprocity and and and and
I think of sex, and it’s loaded with so many words and feelings and associations and sensations that I might as well be arguing Judith Butler again in that sex in film class I took that one time at Stellenbosch University, in which I was the prudent student and the puritan American. They argued it deftly before leaving class to fuck while I went to sit on that bench beside my favorite overhanging tree and read more. “Everyone’s always fucking while I’m thinking about Judith Butler’s ideas of fucking.”
Stop. Just stop.
Next time I’m horny, I’m picking up my phone and texting an offer nudity and naught with blind inhibition.
Feminist gone rogue.